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we've been thinking and i believe all our life we've been followed by this curse and we can't seem to attract any cute guys into our life, some have been nice, but all the cute ones, with personalities that don't suck seem to all just slip by, if we even get a chance to meet, them, we can't believe we've never put this question out before, but yeah, this is probably the reason why we've felt like something has been missing, and why so much strange stuff has been happening.

We want someone our age (18-20) who likes nature cares about the environment, maybe someone who dreams of breaking away and living in nature, away from the system… definitely who doesn't want to build things, and wants plants to grow, and likes to be outside (of the box), isn't totally serious all the time, but can also enjoy silences, isn't insanely negative or depressed all the time, at least not like one of the people who causes it to themselves. Into good music, but not just someone who follows crowds, someone who can dance, someone who says wierd stuff, but not just disturbing stuff but like interesting stuff, philosophical stuff, stuff that doesn't necessarily make any sense at effing all… is this too specific? lol is this hopeless?

Someone who isn't repressive of other believes, preferably not a christian, or anything like that (but I mean if it must be it must be,  it just seems those people usually do not have these qualities, well i don't know maybe someone jewish, maybe this distinction is totally irrevelant, probably so… so yeah nevermind). someone kind of artsy, not obsessed with sex ALL THE TIME, but romantic still, I mean sex is great but like its the way that it happens, in a way everything is sex, and just talking about sex constantly, for some reason thats not attractive, at least guys usually don't know how to do it, well some guys do, its the ones who we approached did not, and have been sketch in many ways, and kind of disgusting, sadly… i don't know, where are these people? what happened? lol its so strange… we are two fairies, we want to expirement in this way, and its been repressed by some strange almost omnipresent force, but now we're expressing it clearly and we're asking whats the deal? old men, go away, stop trying to force us into wierd situations, the patriarchy is so lame… what happened to 'bisexual spirit beings' i always loved that term? where are all the decent guys?

heal us!

i actually made that seem like its about sex, but its not even really about sex at all, or even nessecarily has to be romantic, this sounds way too much like a wanted ad, but oh well muahaha its funnier that way… really just a cool guy to be friends with, who isn't patriarchal, nor homophobic, i don't know if people understand what we mean, someone who is into the unseen world, with an open third eye, but also a good heart…

not a *cool* person, but not a *hot* person, not a dualistic person, not a sexist or racist, or controlling, or person who thinks they are too good for anyone or something, someone who this actually makes sense to, even though we've failed, over and over again.. because of the wierdness :/

nom myoho renge kyo

we know you're out there, dwelling in devachan, or watching cows, perhaps you've left the barn door open, hopefully you are safe, hopefully, somehow, someway, you find your way here perhaps even just in a dream,  but hopefully something more real than that, by some miracle get past their treachery

and we break the eff out

because i have so many chips that we can elope with, jk jk… or am i?…

I OWN NOTHING

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v…..KyNIY9oMnw

maybe even someone who is transgendered, in our cool way not the lame way,

because we're obviously so cool (sarcasm)

(maybe we should say 'a cool way' but it sounds wierder so we have to put both down)

i love you for who you are, you don't have to be perfect

i love you!

we love you!!!

WEVE ALWAYS LOVED YOU SECRETLY!