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Member | CloverDew VA Beach posts 317 7:38 pm March 27, 2010
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Hiya lovelies of RF! ^-^
I have returned…I feel like I shall always return whenever I become lost and need some guidance. D=
Anyhow, I know I am a faerie. I can just feel it. I feel so distant from my human loved ones. Not because I am a "teenager"…well, I am more of a young adult now but yes, I know everyone feels different but I feel different from everyone. I just do not feel like they will ever understand.
Lately I have been feeling more like a faerie with spring coming forth.
I find myself wanting to annoy my family because it amuses me. Not like hurt them but just do things to make them a little short fused because I find it funny.
Sometimes I feel like cutting myself off from my family and friends and just live out in nature.
Haha, sometimes I just want to dance around in my backyard.
I feel like my faerie nature will always be getting stronger and perhaps I won't always be able to keep a lid on it.
I do not need people to tell me I am one anymore. Your heart should tell you enough and mine does.
Anyways, I just want to know how I can keep a lid on my nature when it becomes stronger…maybe there is no way. It would be odd I guess to keep your true nature away just because those around you are not of your nature.
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"In helping others, we shall help ourselves,
for whatever good we give out completes the circle
and comes back to us." – Flora Edwards
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Member | zakary posts 513 8:18 pm March 27, 2010
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CloverDew said:
Hiya lovelies of RF! ^-^
I have returned…I feel like I shall always return whenever I become lost and need some guidance. D=
Anyhow, I know I am a faerie. I can just feel it. I feel so distant from my human loved ones. Not because I am a “teenager”…well, I am more of a young adult now but yes, I know everyone feels different but I feel different from everyone. I just do not feel like they will ever understand.
Lately I have been feeling more like a faerie with spring coming forth.
I find myself wanting to annoy my family because it amuses me. Not like hurt them but just do things to make them a little short fused because I find it funny.
Sometimes I feel like cutting myself off from my family and friends and just live out in nature.
Haha, sometimes I just want to dance around in my backyard.
I feel like my faerie nature will always be getting stronger and perhaps I won't always be able to keep a lid on it.
I do not need people to tell me I am one anymore. Your heart should tell you enough and mine does.
Anyways, I just want to know how I can keep a lid on my nature when it becomes stronger…maybe there is no way. It would be odd I guess to keep your true nature away just because those around you are not of your nature.
Clover dew i am having the same exact problem u listed word for word. my fae nature is really hard to keep a bottle on it. and i wish i could help because im a teen 2 but i cannot. but me and u are not alone
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 such a pretty place. i feel like ive been there before. so pretty. wish i could be there forever.
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| Lisa A.- Grey Eyes Pennsylvania posts 2452 8:29 pm March 27, 2010
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While I am not an incarnated faery– I still know what you mean about trying to find ways to "keep a lid on it" when around people who dont understand.
I love communicating with the trees –and hugging them.. and have to remind myself that friends and family will have me committed so I don't speak out loud to the trees and faery unless noone is around . If someone hears me, then "ohh wellll!!- they'll just have to deal with it!… One funny time happened last year when I was hugging all the trees on one side of the building where I work (where noone goes) when some serviceman sitting in his truck in our parkinglot was staring at me like I was some sort of psychopath. I just waved back at him and smiled ;-)
Otherwise, I save the hugs for when noone is truly around- and i just reach out and touch the tree with love and greet it in my mind when people are around.
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Member | CloverDew VA Beach posts 317 8:14 am March 28, 2010
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@ zakary
Sometimes I just feel really lonely and I know the faeries are with me sometimes but I kinda want them with me all the time. I want to be around people who can guide me and comfort me. People of my own kind. I guess we both just need to wait it out until something happens.
@ Lisa
Yeah, I always go behind the tree in my backyard when I want to talk to him so my family won't see me. -laughs-
Kinda sucks that I have neighbors around me at all directions in my backyard so I really cannot go around acting all happy faerie like.
Doesn't it annoy you a little bit to have contain your nature?
I know it annoys me but I know I have to do it but I don't want to.
Then again, I am really only a child compared to the faeries so of course I will feel "rebellious".
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"In helping others, we shall help ourselves,
for whatever good we give out completes the circle
and comes back to us." – Flora Edwards
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Member | zakary posts 513 8:59 am March 28, 2010
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Yeah. i know what your sayying clover dew. and you are right that it is hard to contain our fae nature. i accedintally let it out at school and boy was that hard to clean up
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such a pretty place. i feel like ive been there before. so pretty. wish i could be there forever.
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| Lisa A.- Grey Eyes Pennsylvania posts 2452 5:34 am March 29, 2010
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Maybe that's why those groups where they have Faery Get-to-gethers like Faery Congress or those Froud Fairs are so popular- because people can get to gether who love the Faery and just be themselves!
Holding back in front of those who will never understand (until maybe after they die and see what they missed out on)
is often necessary in life- but there are ways to go about it. For instance, when I want to hug a tree– I will gently touch it and direct all my loving energy through my hands to that tree- and I will speak to him/her in my mind if I can't do it out loud. I greet the faeries in my mind. If I'm happy , I am not going to hold back a smile– people could look at me all they want and wonder what I am smiling about but that is between me and the faery! :-)
Breaking out into singing is perfectly fine too! I think what creeps people out is if we start talking to the faery or trees and plants out loud — and of course the person can only see us talking to someone with noone visible. That's when I tell the faery that they can read my thoughts as I'm not free to speak out loud to them with prejudiced humans around.
hugs
Lisa
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Member | Hineraukatauri posts 351 8:36 am March 30, 2010
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Almost crying of everything, normality! Its just how its always been, the Goddess is in everywhere, in all things,
her willowy embrace,
this simple truth is profound enough to live within, like a sea sprouting many flowers and floating valleys of algae
like the hanging gardens deep upon the skies, eternal, yet gone in a moment wispy on the clouds, on every drop of water\\ speck of mist
it is the essence of life, in hearing things, giving meaning to words, one thinks they understand
but I am not sure even now if i understand but at least i am aware of it, and to even be aware
is a step toward whatever it is we are here for,
but is there even a goal? or are we ourselves the misty seas, within seas
oh that most inflamed romance that is survival and affinities, cha, man, shaha
Its the way the light breaks off the morning and theres life in me still, hit the road with many a moment to kill
up floating yolk the primordial sky, birdsongs are so beautiful then, and to be among all this even the ugly ones
come to light, awake in turn, come and join in this life and die a little too, every day I listened to the husker du true
and the wheels of the people and the wheels of the world, well they did cross my mind
daffodil, can you see the summer from afar?
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Member | Sarah Illinois posts 108 6:59 pm March 30, 2010
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You should be able to act any way you want! (well not violent, but… you know what i mean)
I tend to get strange looks from people but i have noticed that if you smile and just say "i love being weird!" you will get a smile back and a new friend. If people tell you that you are weird, well to me it is a complement, so just say that!
I have a really bad habit of breaking out into song randomly but everyone just ignores me because I do it so often… though, I'm not allowed to sing inside the my house anymore because I annoy people.
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Member | DarkFantasy Maryland posts 299 7:23 am March 31, 2010
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haha sara i love being weird and its always been a complement to me. but it can get annoying… when someone saw my friend eating earwax 5 differant people would come up to her everyday and askher if it was true….
and yeah just act like yourself even if people think ur some sort of weirdo, but lol thats wat every one sez but sometimes simple is best
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Let me stay where the wind will whisper to me, where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story.- Evanescence, Imaginary
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