I might be fae or elven soul or maybe angel soul or dragon i dunno. funny I always thought i was human. its kind of like im in denial dont ask me why i dunno i just like being human. anyways i came to me eppiphany i remember Jaylene saying lf you feel like a blacksheep maybe your fae or elven. I just noticed I do.my family thinks im insane. at least im happy and dont cause negativity like some people ik. and another thing elves/fae are sensitive race im very sensitive like if your voice is cold towards me i start tearing up.when i person dies and ik even when its someone i dont know i cry horriblly. I like feeling trees.I used tp play with them when I was younger and kept the leaves the tree gave me in a book. i have trouble saying no thats an angel trait. in meditation i visit dragons and i feel close to them so i wonder if my soul can be a dragon not that it is a dragon. another thing negativity always tries to bring me down perhaps they know of greatness i could do and how much i love the old man they always try to make me deny him and do harm onto mysel but i just hold him tighter. cause if i deny him then my soul feels lonely. I had a reading done with my angels with a trusted friend they said i have angelic feutures. and that im special [of course i think they say to all the people they take care of still made me feel special], just thought i should add that,srry went off topic. so what do you guys think?
People
should learn to look with their heart and soul instead of their eyes.
The world would be a lot better place if people learn to do so—- Iris
iris i actually do feel you are lol, like when other people post and their like "yeah… im a fae!!!!!!!!!!:P:P:P:P:P:P:<3" im like pshh yeah right, but with you what you said actually fits.
iris i actually do feel you are lol, like when other people post and their like “yeah… im a fae!!!!!!!!!!:P:P:P:P:P<3″ im like pshh yeah right, but with you what you said actually fits.
hmm then maybe i should stop being in denial
People
should learn to look with their heart and soul instead of their eyes.
The world would be a lot better place if people learn to do so—- Iris
I feel the same way too. I have always been the odd one out and I have loved nature since I can remember. I always feel a lonely feeling. Even if I'm happy. I think I may be close to finding out what I truly am but I still don't know. I took a quiz recently today and It said I'm a nymph. I'm still not sure but it could be possible. I grew up with the negativity and ridiculing you metion. I hope you'll find out what you really are.
I feel like a black sheep when the real world is concerned. ^^
I don't see how having a stressful job to get money to survive is attractive. D=
It disgusts me! =3=
Yes…eventually, I will have to get over being socially awkward and be miserable in the real world. -sighs-
I fear that since I am not easy to motivate…well, the fae motivate me to be nice to insects and they even motivated me to change my personality a bit! =)
However, no one can motivate me to go out and get a job. Go out a learn how to drive. Go out and go back to school.
I fear that I will be living on the streets in the future while trying to fend for myself. D=
I have social anxiety disorder and so you can imagine how tough it will be for me to be part of the real world…=3=''
"In helping others, we shall help ourselves,
for whatever good we give out completes the circle
and comes back to us." – Flora Edwards
I feel like a black sheep when the real world is concerned. ^^
I don't see how having a stressful job to get money to survive is attractive. D=
It disgusts me! =3=
Yes…eventually, I will have to get over being socially awkward and be miserable in the real world. -sighs-
I fear that since I am not easy to motivate…well, the fae motivate me to be nice to insects and they even motivated me to change my personality a bit! =)
However, no one can motivate me to go out and get a job. Go out a learn how to drive. Go out and go back to school.
I fear that I will be living on the streets in the future while trying to fend for myself. D=
I have social anxiety disorder and so you can imagine how tough it will be for me to be part of the real world…=3=''
Having a job doesn't have to be stressful. A job you love could be a great thing to have. Whatever motivation you need you can find it with God. Even if you don't go to church he will hear you. You are all his children and he will help you. Pray and you will be answered I promise you.
I feel like a black sheep when the real world is concerned. ^^
I don't see how having a stressful job to get money to survive is attractive. D=
It disgusts me! =3=
Yes…eventually, I will have to get over being socially awkward and be miserable in the real world. -sighs-
I fear that since I am not easy to motivate…well, the fae motivate me to be nice to insects and they even motivated me to change my personality a bit! =)
However, no one can motivate me to go out and get a job. Go out a learn how to drive. Go out and go back to school.
I fear that I will be living on the streets in the future while trying to fend for myself. D=
I have social anxiety disorder and so you can imagine how tough it will be for me to be part of the real world…=3=''
Hi ! what helped me was to start out in baby steps. I had social anxiety all of my life too when I was in gradeschool and highschool. I took a year off after highschool and just stayed home. Then staying home was just getting too "old" and my parents were starting to get a little annoyed with me being home and not working or going to college. Soo- my first baby step was to work at our local public library for less than part time hours at less-than minimum wage.
I knew how to drive, but didnt have my own car- so my mother drove me to work and back. Then I went part time to a local Commmunity College (which was alot cheaper than a regular 4 year college and you can transfer the credits to a large college.) So I continued to work less than part time in our public library then went to college a few hours a day.
I ended up getting my secretarial certificate and a 2 year journalism degree at the Community College- and that helped me to get a full time clerical position with an insurance company full time. After that I was able to afford my first car ever– and my grandmother came with me when I bought the car.
So it all didnt happen at once- but in baby steps.
Don't let the future discourage you- do things a little at a time now to reach your goals
hugs
Lisa
"It is more important that you love than that you see!"
hi ! chicanarocio, I dont' have any insight on it– but I do remember you saying how your grandmother or mother could see auras and was able to see two wings in your aura! I would not be surprsed if you are incarnated from a dragon, elf or faery either- having that kind of connection with trees as a child is a big clue right there that you have some kind of prevoius connection to Nature before you were born.
Hugs
Lisa
"It is more important that you love than that you see!"
I am afraid of going back to school because I feel like I might end up leaving again and my parents would be the ones that pay. D=
I want to be a cryptozoologist but there are no schools for that since it is not a paying career unless you are part of some documentary or whatever. =/
There are classes that will help with it but no official classes for it. <.<
I want to volunteer somewhere until I decide to go back…it is better than sitting on my bum all day doing nothing. x3
I just do not want to be around a lot of people. D=
"In helping others, we shall help ourselves,
for whatever good we give out completes the circle
and comes back to us." – Flora Edwards
well u have too be around people thats part of life don distence yourself from them.
I just remmebered I had a reading done with my angels with a trusted friend they said i have angelic feutures. and that im special [of course i think they say to all the people they take care of still made me feel special], just thought i should add that,
People
should learn to look with their heart and soul instead of their eyes.
The world would be a lot better place if people learn to do so—- Iris
I am doing much better though but I can never stop myself from avoiding the eyes of strangers when I have to walk pass them and yeah…D=
I also have to eat in restaurants without facing people because people look weird when they eat and I do not want to look weird in front of strangers. =3=''
I use to be afraid of answering phones and making calls…well, I still am a tad bit…^^'' Don't get me started on public speaking. D=
"In helping others, we shall help ourselves,
for whatever good we give out completes the circle
and comes back to us." – Flora Edwards
I can't keep eye contact with strangers either, but I think it was more the way I was raised, don't stare at people!! So if strangers look at me I quickly avert my eyes. I think it makes me look nervous and snobbish. Its really strange, the way you are raised really affects what person you become! I guess we have the power to change that though once we become adults.
im starting to think im from the because the reading my friend gave is a big hint. angelic realm i have trouble thinking angels would be incarnated though. although jeff my guide says he is from past life.
People
should learn to look with their heart and soul instead of their eyes.
The world would be a lot better place if people learn to do so—- Iris
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