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My epiphany

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Master_Iris

posts 929

3:38 pm February 9, 2010

I might be fae or elven soul or maybe angel soul or dragon i dunno. funny I always thought i was human. its kind of like im in denial dont ask me why i dunno i just like being human. anyways i came to me eppiphany i remember Jaylene saying lf you feel like a blacksheep maybe your fae or elven. I just noticed I do.my family thinks im insane. at least im happy and dont cause negativity like some people ik. and another thing elves/fae are sensitive race im very sensitive like if your voice is cold towards me i start tearing up.when i person dies and ik even when its someone i dont know i cry horriblly. I like feeling trees.I  used tp play with them when I was younger and kept the leaves the tree gave me in a book. i have trouble saying no thats an angel trait. in meditation i visit dragons and i feel close to them so i wonder if my soul can be a dragon not that it is a dragon. another thing negativity always tries to bring me down perhaps they know of greatness i could do and how much i love the old man they always try to make me deny him and do harm onto mysel but i just hold him tighter. cause if i deny him then my soul feels lonely. I had a reading done with my angels with a trusted friend they said i have angelic feutures. and that im special [of course i think they say to all the people they take care of still made me feel special], just thought i should add that,srry went off topic. so what do you guys think?




 

People

should learn to look with their heart and soul instead of their eyes.

The world would be a lot better place if people learn to do so—- Iris

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TaraR

posts 62

4:05 pm February 9, 2010

iris i actually do feel you are lol, like when other people post and their like "yeah… im a fae!!!!!!!!!!:P:P:P:P:P:P:<3" im like pshh yeah right, but with you what you said actually fits.

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Master_Iris

posts 929

4:19 pm February 9, 2010

TaraR said:

iris i actually do feel you are lol, like when other people post and their like “yeah… im a fae!!!!!!!!!!:P:P:P:P:P<3″ im like pshh yeah right, but with you what you said actually fits.


hmm then maybe i should stop being in denial

 

People

should learn to look with their heart and soul instead of their eyes.

The world would be a lot better place if people learn to do so—- Iris

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Faecat

Texas

posts 666

5:20 pm February 9, 2010

I feel the same way too. I have always been the odd one out and I have loved nature since I can remember. I always feel a lonely feeling. Even if I'm happy. I think I may be close to finding out what I truly am but I still don't know. I took a quiz recently today and It said I'm a nymph. I'm still not sure but it could be possible. I grew up with the negativity and ridiculing you metion. I hope you'll find out what you really are.

          

 

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CloverDew

VA Beach

posts 317

5:47 pm February 9, 2010

I feel like a black sheep when the real world is concerned. ^^

I don't see how having a stressful job to get money to survive is attractive. D=

It disgusts me! =3=

Yes…eventually, I will have to get over being socially awkward and be miserable in the real world. -sighs-

I fear that since I am not easy to motivate…well, the fae motivate me to be nice to insects and they even motivated me to change my personality a bit! =)

However, no one can motivate me to go out and get a job. Go out a learn how to drive. Go out and go back to school.

I fear that I will be living on the streets in the future while trying to fend for myself. D=

I have social anxiety disorder and so you can imagine how tough it will be for me to be part of the real world…=3=''

"In helping others, we shall help ourselves,
for whatever good we give out completes the circle
and comes back to us." – Flora Edwards

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Faecat

Texas

posts 666

5:58 pm February 9, 2010

CloverDew said:

I feel like a black sheep when the real world is concerned. ^^

I don't see how having a stressful job to get money to survive is attractive. D=

It disgusts me! =3=

Yes…eventually, I will have to get over being socially awkward and be miserable in the real world. -sighs-

I fear that since I am not easy to motivate…well, the fae motivate me to be nice to insects and they even motivated me to change my personality a bit! =)

However, no one can motivate me to go out and get a job. Go out a learn how to drive. Go out and go back to school.

I fear that I will be living on the streets in the future while trying to fend for myself. D=

I have social anxiety disorder and so you can imagine how tough it will be for me to be part of the real world…=3=''


Having a job doesn't have to be stressful. A job you love could be a great thing to have. Whatever motivation you need you can find it with God. Even if you don't go to church he will hear you. You are all his children and he will help you. Pray and you will be answered I promise you.

          

 

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Lisa A.- Grey Eyes

Pennsylvania

posts 2452

6:39 pm February 9, 2010

CloverDew said:

I feel like a black sheep when the real world is concerned. ^^

I don't see how having a stressful job to get money to survive is attractive. D=

It disgusts me! =3=

Yes…eventually, I will have to get over being socially awkward and be miserable in the real world. -sighs-

I fear that since I am not easy to motivate…well, the fae motivate me to be nice to insects and they even motivated me to change my personality a bit! =)

However, no one can motivate me to go out and get a job. Go out a learn how to drive. Go out and go back to school.

I fear that I will be living on the streets in the future while trying to fend for myself. D=

I have social anxiety disorder and so you can imagine how tough it will be for me to be part of the real world…=3=''


Hi !   what helped me was to start out in baby steps.    I had social anxiety all of my life too when I was in gradeschool and highschool.     I took a  year off after highschool and just stayed home.  Then staying home was just getting too "old" and  my parents were starting to get a little annoyed with me being home and not working or going to college.   Soo- my first baby step was to work at our local public library for less than part time hours at less-than minimum wage.

I knew how to drive, but didnt have my own car- so my mother drove me to work and back.   Then I went part time to a local Commmunity College (which was alot cheaper than a regular 4 year college and you can transfer the credits to a large college.)    So I continued to work less than part time in our public library then went to college a few hours a day.    

I ended up getting my  secretarial certificate and a 2 year journalism degree at the Community College- and that helped me to get a full time clerical position with an insurance company full time.     After that I was able to afford my first car ever–  and my grandmother came with me when I bought the car.  

So it all didnt happen at once- but in baby steps.   

Don't let the future discourage you-  do things a little at a time now to reach your goals

hugs

Lisa

"It is more important that you love than that you see!"

~ Spoken by an actual faery to the moderator at

http://fairysource.com/fae.html

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Master_Iris

posts 929

6:56 pm February 9, 2010

so any thoughts on what can my soul be?


 

People

should learn to look with their heart and soul instead of their eyes.

The world would be a lot better place if people learn to do so—- Iris

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Lisa A.- Grey Eyes

Pennsylvania

posts 2452

7:04 pm February 9, 2010

chicanarocio said:

so any thoughts on what can my soul be?





hi !   chicanarocio,  I dont' have any insight on it–  but I do remember  you saying how your grandmother or mother could see auras and was able to see two wings in your aura!     I would not be surprsed if you are incarnated from a dragon,  elf or faery either-      having that kind of connection with trees as a child is a big clue right there that you have some kind of prevoius connection to Nature before you were born.

Hugs :-)

Lisa

"It is more important that you love than that you see!"

~ Spoken by an actual faery to the moderator at

http://fairysource.com/fae.html

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Master_Iris

posts 929

7:13 pm February 9, 2010

hmm ty i still have to ponder about this

 

People

should learn to look with their heart and soul instead of their eyes.

The world would be a lot better place if people learn to do so—- Iris

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CloverDew

VA Beach

posts 317

8:12 pm February 9, 2010

I am afraid of going back to school because I feel like I might end up leaving again and my parents would be the ones that pay. D=

I want to be a cryptozoologist but there are no schools for that since it is not a paying career unless you are part of some documentary or whatever. =/

There are classes that will help with it but no official classes for it. <.<

I want to volunteer somewhere until I decide to go back…it is better than sitting on my bum all day doing nothing. x3

I just do not want to be around a lot of people. D=

"In helping others, we shall help ourselves,
for whatever good we give out completes the circle
and comes back to us." – Flora Edwards

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Master_Iris

posts 929

1:09 am February 12, 2010

well u have too be around people thats part of life don distence yourself from them.

I just remmebered I had a reading done with my angels with a trusted friend they said i have angelic feutures. and that im special [of course i think they say to all the people they take care of still made me feel special], just thought i should add that,

 

People

should learn to look with their heart and soul instead of their eyes.

The world would be a lot better place if people learn to do so—- Iris

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Master_Iris

posts 929

1:13 am February 12, 2010

i say sorry a lot.

 

People

should learn to look with their heart and soul instead of their eyes.

The world would be a lot better place if people learn to do so—- Iris

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CloverDew

VA Beach

posts 317

7:13 am February 12, 2010

I do not distance myself from them. D=

I have just been through a lot in the past that has caused me to make it difficult for me to warm up to people. =/

I get nervous around new people and that makes me come off as cold and stuck up when I am really not. -sighs-

The scars are still here but I have improved a lot but apparently not enough.

"In helping others, we shall help ourselves,
for whatever good we give out completes the circle
and comes back to us." – Flora Edwards

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Master_Iris

posts 929

11:01 am February 12, 2010

CloverDew said:

I do not distance myself from them. D=

I have just been through a lot in the past that has caused me to make it difficult for me to warm up to people. =/

I get nervous around new people and that makes me come off as cold and stuck up when I am really not. -sighs-

The scars are still here but I have improved a lot but apparently not enough.


aww. I understand that and if  u ever need totalk im here

 

People

should learn to look with their heart and soul instead of their eyes.

The world would be a lot better place if people learn to do so—- Iris

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CloverDew

VA Beach

posts 317

11:16 am February 12, 2010

Thankies! ^-^

I am doing much better though but I can never stop myself from avoiding the eyes of strangers when I have to walk pass them and yeah…D=

I also have to eat in restaurants without facing people because people look weird when they eat and I do not want to look weird in front of strangers. =3=''

I use to be afraid of answering phones and making calls…well, I still am a tad bit…^^'' Don't get me started on public speaking. D=

"In helping others, we shall help ourselves,
for whatever good we give out completes the circle
and comes back to us." – Flora Edwards

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Jaylene

New Zealand

posts 483

3:34 pm February 12, 2010

I can't keep eye contact with strangers either, but I think it was more the way I was raised, don't stare at people!!  So if strangers look at me I quickly avert my eyes. I think it makes me look nervous and snobbish.  Its really strange, the way you are raised really affects what person you become! I guess we have the power to change that though once we become adults.

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Master_Iris

posts 929

2:34 pm February 13, 2010

im starting to think im from the because the reading my friend gave is a big hint. angelic realm i have trouble thinking angels would be incarnated though. although jeff my guide says he is from past life.


 

People

should learn to look with their heart and soul instead of their eyes.

The world would be a lot better place if people learn to do so—- Iris

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Lisa A.- Grey Eyes

Pennsylvania

posts 2452

2:57 pm February 13, 2010

chicanarocio said:

hmm ty i still have to ponder about this



You could still be an angel and   meet up with dragons and also feel a connection with trees you know.

Don't rule out the Angel possiblity!

"It is more important that you love than that you see!"

~ Spoken by an actual faery to the moderator at

http://fairysource.com/fae.html

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Master_Iris

posts 929

4:04 pm February 13, 2010

IK to be honest i dont think my soul is elven or fae so angel is my next probabl answer that or just beong human

 

People

should learn to look with their heart and soul instead of their eyes.

The world would be a lot better place if people learn to do so—- Iris

Aguilar


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