I might be fae or elven soul or maybe angel soul or dragon i dunno. funny I always thought i was human. its kind of like im in denial dont ask me why i dunno i just like being human. anyways i came to me eppiphany i remember Jaylene saying lf you feel like a blacksheep maybe your fae or elven. I just noticed I do.my family thinks im insane. at least im happy and dont cause negativity like some people ik. and another thing elves/fae are sensitive race im very sensitive like if your voice is cold towards me i start tearing up.when i person dies and ik even when its someone i dont know i cry horriblly. I like feeling trees.I used tp play with them when I was younger and kept the leaves the tree gave me in a book. i have trouble saying no thats an angel trait. in meditation i visit dragons and i feel close to them so i wonder if my soul can be a dragon not that it is a dragon. another thing negativity always tries to bring me down perhaps they know of greatness i could do and how much i love the old man they always try to make me deny him and do harm onto mysel but i just hold him tighter. cause if i deny him then my soul feels lonely. I had a reading done with my angels with a trusted friend they said i have angelic feutures. and that im special [of course i think they say to all the people they take care of still made me feel special], just thought i should add that,srry went off topic. so what do you guys think?
Yeah. I always feel lonley. And your right, I even tear up when cold words are used against me. I even look at things not as negetive but as something good.
such a pretty place. i feel like ive been there before. so pretty. wish i could be there forever.
I know I have witch blood in me, but I also have cherokee blood in me, as well as irish, scottish, swedish, norwegian, and ssooooooo much more i dont care to add in. I think that somewhere among my ancestors there was an enlightened warrior, because sometimes when we drive past woods I picture myself with warrior paint on my face and my hair tied back clad in leather with an athame strapped on my thigh barefoot running deftly dodging trees, ricocheting off boulders with a big sharpened stick… i have one of thjose sticks. I made it. much of the time when I get angry or really frustrated I just want to crash through the window with my shoes shaken off and my hair tied back and go chase something…. now that I write it sounds very odd. I also am pretty sure I have a bit of sylph because I can control wind sometimes, and I know that I have siren, because sometimes when i sing people cant talk and get wide eyed, and I can see underwater. Another thing is that when I was at the belize coral reef, I snorkeled, and it felt so right. like it was where I was supposed to be. like it was where i was from. i swam so much faster and deeper than the tourguide. haha. i actually felt bad later… but I know that a lot of me is from the water. my sign is cancer, which means that my emotions are completely controlled by teh phases of teh moon, just like teh tides. a lot of teh time when I'm really moody, theres a big storm. not always here, either, but sometimes other places. I cant control where it is. also, sometimes when i feel a certain bad energy coming from a person that's just walked in teh room, or if someone threatens or insults me or my close ones, i want to let our a horrible shriek or growl or hiss and leap on teh table in a crouch with saliva spitting our of my mouth. ugh, and sometimes I can see myself doing it, just like in teh tube when they picture themselves doing something and tehn do teh sensible thing, but I can t help seeing it. the worst part is their face. sometimes, they back up to the wall and I press them against it and say things in their ear and they get very wide eyed and I let them go and tehy gather their things and leave, and sometimes I pull an old athame or that stick thing i was talking about and either hit them right in teh part of teh head that makes them go unconcious… nevermind about the details. but its very animalistic. and I feel very awkward standing tehre in a trance while I see all of this. UCH. this sort of thing also happens a lot because of the horrible children at my school. all too much I feel the wisdom of teh ancesters in me, knowing that am infinitely smarter, stronger, and more capable of surviving a natural disaster than them (which for some reason to me is the most important thing) and knowing I can't mangle tehm and set them on a stake as a warning. It's pretty bad. I have found ways of venting this, but I really dont like feeling this. does anyone know what's wrong with me?
I might be fae or elven soul or maybe angel soul or dragon i dunno. funny I always thought i was human. its kind of like im in denial dont ask me why i dunno i just like being human. anyways i came to me eppiphany i remember Jaylene saying lf you feel like a blacksheep maybe your fae or elven. I just noticed I do.my family thinks im insane. at least im happy and dont cause negativity like some people ik. and another thing elves/fae are sensitive race im very sensitive like if your voice is cold towards me i start tearing up.when i person dies and ik even when its someone i dont know i cry horriblly. I like feeling trees.I used tp play with them when I was younger and kept the leaves the tree gave me in a book. i have trouble saying no thats an angel trait. in meditation i visit dragons and i feel close to them so i wonder if my soul can be a dragon not that it is a dragon. another thing negativity always tries to bring me down perhaps they know of greatness i could do and how much i love the old man they always try to make me deny him and do harm onto mysel but i just hold him tighter. cause if i deny him then my soul feels lonely. I had a reading done with my angels with a trusted friend they said i have angelic feutures. and that im special [of course i think they say to all the people they take care of still made me feel special], just thought i should add that,srry went off topic. so what do you guys think?
i know what your saying the black sheep, senseitivety, the neggsativity, the whole thing(except the dragon part) because i don't put negativeity out either. i don't like negeagitvity. but i know what you mean i feel ya. i bevieve i am one to and you might be one.
such a pretty place. i feel like ive been there before. so pretty. wish i could be there forever.
I know I have witch blood in me, but I also have cherokee blood in me, as well as irish, scottish, swedish, norwegian, and ssooooooo much more i dont care to add in. I think that somewhere among my ancestors there was an enlightened warrior, because sometimes when we drive past woods I picture myself with warrior paint on my face and my hair tied back clad in leather with an athame strapped on my thigh barefoot running deftly dodging trees, ricocheting off boulders with a big sharpened stick… i have one of thjose sticks. I made it. much of the time when I get angry or really frustrated I just want to crash through the window with my shoes shaken off and my hair tied back and go chase something…. now that I write it sounds very odd. I also am pretty sure I have a bit of sylph because I can control wind sometimes, and I know that I have siren, because sometimes when i sing people cant talk and get wide eyed, and I can see underwater. Another thing is that when I was at the belize coral reef, I snorkeled, and it felt so right. like it was where I was supposed to be. like it was where i was from. i swam so much faster and deeper than the tourguide. haha. i actually felt bad later… but I know that a lot of me is from the water. my sign is cancer, which means that my emotions are completely controlled by teh phases of teh moon, just like teh tides. a lot of teh time when I'm really moody, theres a big storm. not always here, either, but sometimes other places. I cant control where it is. also, sometimes when i feel a certain bad energy coming from a person that's just walked in teh room, or if someone threatens or insults me or my close ones, i want to let our a horrible shriek or growl or hiss and leap on teh table in a crouch with saliva spitting our of my mouth. ugh, and sometimes I can see myself doing it, just like in teh tube when they picture themselves doing something and tehn do teh sensible thing, but I can t help seeing it. the worst part is their face. sometimes, they back up to the wall and I press them against it and say things in their ear and they get very wide eyed and I let them go and tehy gather their things and leave, and sometimes I pull an old athame or that stick thing i was talking about and either hit them right in teh part of teh head that makes them go unconcious… nevermind about the details. but its very animalistic. and I feel very awkward standing tehre in a trance while I see all of this. UCH. this sort of thing also happens a lot because of the horrible children at my school. all too much I feel the wisdom of teh ancesters in me, knowing that am infinitely smarter, stronger, and more capable of surviving a natural disaster than them (which for some reason to me is the most important thing) and knowing I can't mangle tehm and set them on a stake as a warning. It's pretty bad. I have found ways of venting this, but I really dont like feeling this. does anyone know what's wrong with me?
anger is not good to hold in. its poisounos maybe from past life you have anger issues. try meditation it usually mellows the mind. violance is not a good thing to do. you must control anger wether ur in a trance like atate or not
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should learn to look with their heart and soul instead of their eyes.
The world would be a lot better place if people learn to do so—- Iris
thanks. yeah I have a real inversion to meditation, and i try to do it whenever I can, but my family doesnt understand because whenever I ge my alone time they come in and are like you have to go do thyis or come do that or you didnt do this good enough, which usually makes it worse. >:( but I have a club house sort of thing and I'm going to use the paint from my room to paint the inside white and buy a gazing pool, and make teh curtains that one of the users of here made for their house, and I'll make sure that no one bothers me.
'We are merrymakers; when we see people troubled in mind we cheer them, and when we see two men quarreling we make peace between them.'”
Hineraukatauri, just a question—
Are the faerykind speaking that quote through you? That does sound like something the Faery often are known to do– inspire encouragement to the troubled, and make peace between people in conflict with each other.
If it is from the faery- please thank them for us- :-) If it is not, it defintely sounds like it is!
devinrollman and zakaery, whomever negative you face in life - you have a destiny wether they like it or not.
devinrollman, it sounds like you are an empath– and I reccomend putting a protective shield around you when around others- because there are those people out there that channel negative energy- and do threaten.
Just surround yourself with a protective white light when you need to be isolated from everyone. and a Pink light when you still need to talk with people but dont want them in your face either. Also, Ive been told you can also visualize a protective metallic mirrored shield around you — so that any negative energy anyone directs at you, will bounce right off and hit them back.
I like the pink light idea the best though– less negative.
"It is more important that you love than that you see!"
my soul is angelic realm i think been knowing for a few monthd i was with a reiki healer, she said some things that she shouldent know anyways she said your soul is angel in human body that made my happy
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should learn to look with their heart and soul instead of their eyes.
The world would be a lot better place if people learn to do so—- Iris
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such a pretty place. i feel like ive been there before. so pretty. wish i could be there forever.
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