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The other day I had a dream which I don't remember a thing of what happen in the dream. But I remembered a few words before waiting up, the only thing I remembered. I believed I heard my alarm clock went off. I'm kind of aware I need to get up, but I don't really want to yet. No word was spoken in my mind, just a feeling of understanding that I need to get up. I believed at that point my body is already prepare to move to pulled me from the dream, when either I heard this or I told myself "because you are being gray". Maybe it has something to do with the dream.

 

It came back to me today when I suddenly have the impulse to look up what gray mean. I thought it was the color gray, but I found a pretty interesting meaning.

I have always tried to just blend in, comfortable to never be the center of attention, just a face in the crowd. When I was younger I didn’t know that what I was doing was “being gray” but in part it was. You see, I was just trying not to be noticed and that act, in and of itself, can bring attention. “being gray,” means more than not being noticed, it means doing what is expected of the majority of people in any given circumstance, when you are in public.

Couple days later I had a similar experience again. I don't remember the dream, but before waiting up I heard something again. I was sure I heard the alarm going off. Habit, I believed. I started to become more aware of where I am. My body havent' move yet when a thought spoke in my head. I believed it is not my thought, I don't really think that way nor feel that way. I believed that thought carried an emotion, it doesn't have this lazy feeling I have when I wake up. I don't remember the exactly words, but it was something like "they will wake u up", I sense a concern from this thought. Somehow I kept thinking, it was longer–something like "lay longer we'll wake u up", or the meaning can be totally change with "lay longer and we'll wake u up." Because I can't remember most of what is said, I am very confused on the true meaning behind this event. 

Sparkle said:

The only times the spiritual forces awaken me is when they have a message.  Sometimes, it's about 2 am!

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Sometime I'll wake up around that time, look at the clock and go back to sleep. It doesn't happened often, but when it does it usually occurred for more than one nights before stopping again. Of course there are time when I'll wait up at 2 am in the morning and would not be repeated the next night because during that night I woke up twice. It is usually 2 am then 4 am.

 

Actually I don't think it is a dream. Usually I don't remember dream conservation.