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Member | neweyessee30 posts 8 6:16 pm April 13, 2011
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I was standing in a room filled with white light, and there was a figure that seemed to be nothing but light before me…It seemed human enough to me. But I sensed a masculine presence.
He gave me a knife and told me I could choose to kill myself and be with those who have passed before me…or I could stay on the earth plane. Well, considering I was in a dream state, I chose the most appealing: To die.
I lifted the knife to my wrist, but stopped right then. I didn't want to leave my present family behind. I didn't want to be stupid. There is still so much I feel I should live for. So I threw the knife down. The figure got mad and disappeared, saying I would regret it.
And I kind of did, when he left me in darkness.
This really freaked me out, and I'm still a little unsettled. Any guesses?
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My eyes have seen fear…My heart has felt it…But yet I know that together fear is nothing to us.
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Member | BlueTiger posts 189 9:22 pm April 13, 2011
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I am unsure on what to say on your experiance. Maybe others can do more than i at the moment. Thanks for sharing your experiance though as this one i am clueless at the moment.
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Member | SirZachary New York, U.S.A. posts 695 9:26 pm April 13, 2011
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I think something might be trying to torment you. Some sort of negative being would be my best guess.
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This is Energy Magic & does not follow any path other than its own.- Silvia Hartmann
Rage when properly focoused can turn a negative into a positive." SirZachary"Rascality is common,intelegence is rare and stupidity is infinent."
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Member | neweyessee30 posts 8 10:28 pm April 13, 2011
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This isn't really recurring, it only happened once, but it still gives me goosebumps when I think about it.
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My eyes have seen fear…My heart has felt it…But yet I know that together fear is nothing to us.
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Member | Aislinn posts 61 12:05 am April 14, 2011
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Hmm…Sometimes, especially if you are a reincarnated fae, if you have had a past lover or connected to one of the fae, they may come back for you, or at least remain with you and become your guide. Sometimes they can become like a "guardian angel". One of my friends has a fae who tags along with him, though he doesn't know she is there. I asked her about it, and she said that she would never leave him.
It could be possible that this fae is like a soul mate, though the violence concerns me a bit. :( I would be very wary, and watch your dreams for a while. If you have to, try to get someone who knows what they are doing to ward you up well enough to protect you for a while.
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オレソジの太陽
夕暮れに君と見た
オレソジの太陽
泣きそうな顔をして
永遠の…さよなら
ゆうぐれに君とみたい
オレンジのたいよう
なきそうなかおをして
えいえんの…さよなら
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| Natalie Lynn posts 1268 7:44 am April 14, 2011
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I would tend to view this as a negative entity because suicide is generally frowned upon in the spirit realms and many who do that end up trapped between the realms for quite a while. I don't think anyone offering you this as a suggestion would be wishing you well.
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Member | BlueTiger posts 189 11:10 pm April 14, 2011
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Well to me it does feel negative. It is possable that something is testing you.
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| Lisa A.- Grey Eyes Pennsylvania posts 2506 1:09 pm April 24, 2011
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neweyessee30 said:
I was standing in a room filled with white light, and there was a figure that seemed to be nothing but light before me…It seemed human enough to me. But I sensed a masculine presence.
He gave me a knife and told me I could choose to kill myself and be with those who have passed before me…or I could stay on the earth plane. Well, considering I was in a dream state, I chose the most appealing: To die.
I lifted the knife to my wrist, but stopped right then. I didn't want to leave my present family behind. I didn't want to be stupid. There is still so much I feel I should live for. So I threw the knife down. The figure got mad and disappeared, saying I would regret it.
And I kind of did, when he left me in darkness.
This really freaked me out, and I'm still a little unsettled. Any guesses?
neweyessee,
I don't know if you believe in Satan, or fallen angels, but it is said that they do often love to fool people by appearing as "angels of light", and
from what your dream sounds like- I dont think it was a Higher loving Being that was presenting you with this choice.
If you killed yourself, you probably would actually be stuck on this Earthly plane for a long time until some spiritual guide or God Himself could get you out– so what he was telling you was not 100% true.
From every case I've been reading where demonic entities mess with humans, there is often a point where this demonic being will try to get the person to kill themselves– they often will hear a voice in their head suggesting it too.
God or His Light Beings never suggest something like that to someone- Killing yourself does not amount to spiritual growth so you can enter a higher plane of existance. Even the fact that he got angry also convinces me this being was from the dark side. Whenever you read accounts where people have Near Death experiences and are given a choice as to come back or remain there- and the person chooses to go back, the Being of Light that is speaking to them never gets angry with them for choosing to go back.
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Member | JollyRancher36 BC, Canada posts 527 2:54 pm April 24, 2011
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I think maybe this life figure is your unconscious, and you were really battling with yourself. Is there any part of you that is depressed in some way? I think everyone can get depressed by something. I'm sure even if you had chosen to kill yourself you would have woken up the same way, perhaps more upset with yourself. Maybe it was just a test? For you to see how meaningful your life is?
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Member | poppy_23 U.S. posts 40 12:52 am April 25, 2011
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I do not know if you believe in satan or God, but satan was the angel of light before he fell and because he cannot harm God himself he chooses the next best approach and harms God emotionally by harming us whom God loves unconditionally next time you are aproached by a being such as this test them ask them who is their lord and master and if they do not reply that it is Jesus and that he has already come in the flesh than I tell them to leave because they wish you no good
If you are not christian do not be offended this just what I believe… I do not meen in any way to sound superior or pushy
but either way be careful appearance does not always denote intent and I hope you never give in everyone is valuable and is on this earth for a reason and I am glad you didnt
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