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Ok so I'm posting here because I need older members to rationalize this. I had a sort of 'vision' about a year ago that was very similar to Stellar's. We both had grey beings grabbing our backs. They matched almost perfectly. We both felt it's touch vividly after wards. I know it was an unseelie. After that I stopped going onto this site. Then I found out from my mom that I used to have Night terrors. It's when you go inot such I deep sleep everything you dream seems real. I used to wake up screaming in the night, like I was being attacked. I believe I knew about the unseelie before I came to this sight. That matched with both sides of my faimly coming from countries that hold the eight. My mom is from Brazil, Italy, Austira (Europe) and Germany. My dad is Irish scottish welsh dutch and also German. That and also my ears have a slight point to them. I'm beginning to think something more then belief is coming from me. I'm freaking out. Could it be possible that I'm fae?

My experiences would always happen when I was awake. I would feel someone touching me and it would wake me up. Often times I'd be completely paralyzed after waking up, which leaves you completely defenseless. I found out many years later what this could be. Here's parts of an article on Wikipedia:

"Sleep paralysis occurs either when falling asleep, or when awakening. When it occurs upon falling asleep, the person remains aware while the body shuts down for REM sleep, and it is called hypnagogic or predormital sleep paralysis. When it occurs upon awakening, the person becomes aware before the REM cycle is complete, and it is called hypnopompic or postdormital.^[5] The paralysis can last from several seconds to several minutes "by which the individual may experience panic symptoms"."

"In addition, the paralysis may be accompanied by terrifying hallucinations (hypnopompic or hypnagogic) and an acute sense of danger.^[9] Sleep paralysis is particularly frightening to the individual because of the vividness of such hallucinations."

But this still doesn't explain how we saw the same thing! Very eerie.

I don't know. But I think the unseelie are after me for some reason. Maybe I'm not fae but what other reason would such evil beings have to attack me since I was 5!?

Yeah, I don't think I am. I like how I have a strong connection with them though. My dad's family came to america during the Irish famine so I'm very Irish and my mom grew up in Brazil. Then there's the vast amount of european in my family all from contries that hold the eight. Maybe the unseelie know how much I want to help the seelie and are trying to sabotage humans who want to help?