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Member | LilyLo. CA posts 112 12:16 am February 24, 2010
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my grandmother doesn't acknowledge it or even act like it exists but her presence makes everyone look away and not make eye contact, sometimes they bow their heads (she's a bit scary but i love and adore that woman and she does to me since i'm the first born) my mom tells me alot about her ancestry well as much as she knows. but we're not supposed to talk about it with other people because she says everytime we do talk about it there are less of us born in the world. I don't even know what we are! but according to her my greatgrandmother put a seal on us so we could live a normal life. PPEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHH yeah because my life is normal sheez i'm not even normal. i've tried so freakin' hard to conform but now i've given up to hell with assimalation i'll be one of kind people can kiss the floor i walk on for all i care! anyway i used to talk to the wind, i used think the spirits could comunicate with me through it i named every tree with made up names or i used to think they told me their name. the kids used to call me bruja (translation:witch, which is the worst thing you can call any female mexican)and one day i got mad and i made lightning come out of no where and strike, i suppressed the memory but someone from my childhood past reminded me and the scene replayed itself in my head.a lot of kids were scared of me and only one of them to this day remembers the others including myself at one time don't remember. if it wasn't for her i wouldn't have remembered and as she told me the memory replayed in my head and the weather went all crazy when it all came rushing back to me. I don't know what this all means, i think its just a coincedence. anyway there's alot of us grandchildren who are…talented. but um my mom mentions that the only way the seal can broken is if she were to die because my greatgrandmother died with seal still intact. i'm confused. so atleast you've got a name for what you are, i don't even know what i might even be beside a human!
i'm extremely tall for a girl in my family they're usually 5'6″ and 5'4″ i'm fan freakin' 5'9″! they're all olive toned and extremely slender if they're tall and if they're short they're curvy but me I'm tall, pallid, slender yet curvacious. they call me 'Casper' and ' Ghost' they've started calling me Bella because i'm clumsy, my aunts call me a 'Vampire'.
I used to have my own language according to my mom i didn't make it up it just came to me well most of the words did, i even had a song in the language. but elemenatary kids can be cruel and i changed. i was a strange child. i'm bit of an eccentric teenager haha
that was very cathartic. haha
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Member | CojoTheBozo posts 391 5:21 pm February 24, 2010
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You are definately special. You may be human, but you're not average, you certainly have a gift.
Well, I think this would be a nice time to reveal some things about myself. I thinnk this is an appropriate time because I was scared of being viewed as crazy or a liar, but since you're somewhat like me, i guess I can real things now.
I'm Kenyan. My great grandfather was the cheif of the Teso tribe in northern Kenya. When I was little and visited him, he would always take me outside and show me some very nice animals that he collected as pets. find guidance from the astral plane. I did not do very many kid things that summer, but I was fascinated by this other world, and I constantly strove to research mythology and ancient history, but he never taught me how to contact anything, justt how to communicate. Anyway, back to the story:
I went out front and stole a ball from my older cousin (I used to be a little brat). She never did anything, in fact none of my 18 cousins evr did anything. They for some reason, weren't allowed to get mad at me. Lately at school this dude was annoying me a lot and interrupting me during an argument. I was trying to explain my views to him about something, but he wouldn't stop talking, so I grabbed him by the shoulders and yelled “NO! LISTEN TO ME!” except I said it like there were two voices comming out of my mouth at the same time. My voice came out but there was also a deeper more agressive voice that came out, but it didn't sound demonic or anything, so no worries guys XD.
After I had shouted at him I immediately made my confused face, like “what?????”, but according to another friend who was watching the argument, he said that my eyes stayed big and focused for a good 20 seconds after I had yelled, but I do not remember that. There was an overpowering sense of heat after that moment. It didn't feel like dark energy at all, it just kinda felt like I had some kind of weird temperature issue. Then at lunch when I touched the water fountain the heat left me, but the water sort of exploded out, before flowing regularly. Later that day I Looked outside, but I could somewhat see into another world. It was somewhat mideval and everything sort of corresponded to the real world, but there were buildings where roads were and brick churches or chapels where trees were, and forests in various places…. it was a trip. WHen I got home I was in the bathroom taking a long hot shower, which always annoys my father, but that day, I heard a voice say exactly what my father would say if he found me in there right now. No more than 5 seconds later My father says almost those exact words. I was actually pretty creeped out by that point. Besides that, a few years ago one of my cousins told me that at night he could see my eyes change, and he said he could see the power inside of me. He also said that he could see his sisters and said that they have hidden friends that only he and they know about. Nothing extraordinary has happened to me lately.
Lily, I think that something may be going on here. I think the tear in the veil is allowing these changes to happen to us. If anyone else has stories/secrets please share them here. I don't want your “species” to die out, but please try to ask your mother what you are and how the seal works. Try to think of an indirect way to do it, so that your population number does not dwindle.
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Member | ta posts 696 7:04 pm February 24, 2010
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CojoTheBozo said:
WHen I got home I was in the bathroom taking a long hot shower, which always annoys my father, but that day, I heard a voice say exactly what my father would say if he found me in there right now. No more than 5 seconds later My father says almost those exact words. I was actually pretty creeped out by that point.
that happen to me before, although i did not heard the voice. it was pretty much a predict or something like that. it happen last fall, somewhere around that. when i haven't know anything about fairies etc.
i was on my last class at school, i was reading a book and then out of no where i just had this thought that the teacher will ask me about the book. Not long after he went by and did ask. Then the other days, i was in PE. we were gathering around the teacher, i already know what could happen. And then i just told myself in my mind “I think she's gonna tell us to run 2 lap” i think i also add “i hope”, and a couple second after she's done speaking and she told us to run 2 lap. usually she gave us 3 lap, but i had doubt. maybe it was just luck.
and that's some quite interesting events you two had. i hope you two the best.
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| Lisa A.- Grey Eyes Pennsylvania posts 2452 2:33 pm February 25, 2010
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LilyLo. said:
my grandmother doesn't acknowledge it or even act like it exists but her presence makes everyone look away and not make eye contact, sometimes they bow their heads (she's a bit scary but i love and adore that woman and she does to me since i'm the first born) my mom tells me alot about her ancestry well as much as she knows. but we're not supposed to talk about it with other people because she says everytime we do talk about it there are less of us born in the world. I don't even know what we are! but according to her my greatgrandmother put a seal on us so we could live a normal life. PPEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHH yeah because my life is normal sheez i'm not even normal. i've tried so freakin' hard to conform but now i've given up to hell with assimalation i'll be one of kind people can kiss the floor i walk on for all i care! anyway i used to talk to the wind, i used think the spirits could comunicate with me through it i named every tree with made up names or i used to think they told me their name. the kids used to call me bruja (translation:witch, which is the worst thing you can call any female mexican)and one day i got mad and i made lightning come out of no where and strike, i suppressed the memory but someone from my childhood past reminded me and the scene replayed itself in my head.a lot of kids were scared of me and only one of them to this day remembers the others including myself at one time don't remember. if it wasn't for her i wouldn't have remembered and as she told me the memory replayed in my head and the weather went all crazy when it all came rushing back to me. I don't know what this all means, i think its just a coincedence. anyway there's alot of us grandchildren who are…talented. but um my mom mentions that the only way the seal can broken is if she were to die because my greatgrandmother died with seal still intact. i'm confused. so atleast you've got a name for what you are, i don't even know what i might even be beside a human!
i'm extremely tall for a girl in my family they're usually 5'6″ and 5'4″ i'm fan freakin' 5'9″! they're all olive toned and extremely slender if they're tall and if they're short they're curvy but me I'm tall, pallid, slender yet curvacious. they call me 'Casper' and ' Ghost' they've started calling me Bella because i'm clumsy, my aunts call me a 'Vampire'.
I used to have my own language according to my mom i didn't make it up it just came to me well most of the words did, i even had a song in the language. but elemenatary kids can be cruel and i changed. i was a strange child. i'm bit of an eccentric teenager haha
that was very cathartic. haha
Hi Lilylo,
I just got a chance today to read your personal sharing here (since I called off today due to a bad snowstorm we are having (and i have to go back outside soon to shovel the snow again…waaaaaaa!)
I think you and your mother's side of the family have a more psychic tendencies than other humans- and maybe would have been considered a "witch" at one time– but you may all have been incarnated from some gifted sort of Beings before God gave you guys the opportunity to incarnate as human– for some life lesson you are to learn in the human body. Maybe this life as human is a super-grounding experience for you to help you grow spiritually.
I don't want to speculate on what kind of being you were before –if this is true. You may have been star people before choosing to be born human. They say that often people who were familiar with each other in the past lives will often incarnate together in future lives.
All is a mystery to me- and I like to keep an open mind on these things.
My mother is very psychic and intuitive — and at one time was able to see when people were going to die– she would see a grey shadow over thier faces, and they would always die shortly thereafter. This bothered her so much that she prayed for it to go away- and this gift then was taken from her. I told her that she probably should have not prayed for it to go away- Maybe it would have been an opportunity for her to pray for that person's soul before they die.
She was seeing this on total strangers too– within crowds of people, as well as with people she knew. It really freaked her out when she saw this on her father before he died.
I am not psychic, but I have some premonitions from time to time- I get my Blockages from my father, and my Empath-ness from my mother (who is also a strong Empath)
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| Lisa A.- Grey Eyes Pennsylvania posts 2452 2:37 pm February 25, 2010
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ta said:
CojoTheBozo said:
WHen I got home I was in the bathroom taking a long hot shower, which always annoys my father, but that day, I heard a voice say exactly what my father would say if he found me in there right now. No more than 5 seconds later My father says almost those exact words. I was actually pretty creeped out by that point.
that happen to me before, although i did not heard the voice. it was pretty much a predict or something like that. it happen last fall, somewhere around that. when i haven't know anything about fairies etc.
i was on my last class at school, i was reading a book and then out of no where i just had this thought that the teacher will ask me about the book. Not long after he went by and did ask. Then the other days, i was in PE. we were gathering around the teacher, i already know what could happen. And then i just told myself in my mind “I think she's gonna tell us to run 2 lap” i think i also add “i hope”, and a couple second after she's done speaking and she told us to run 2 lap. usually she gave us 3 lap, but i had doubt. maybe it was just luck.
and that's some quite interesting events you two had. i hope you two the best.
TA, that also shows a growing spiritual intiution you are getting. Also that you are able to have premonitions of things beforehand. IT doesnt ALWAYS happen, but you will notice it every once in a while. The fact that you are a member here speaks something special about your Calling in Life too :-)
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| Lisa A.- Grey Eyes Pennsylvania posts 2452 2:39 pm February 25, 2010
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CojoTheBozo said:
WHen I got home I was in the bathroom taking a long hot shower, which always annoys my father, but that day, I heard a voice say exactly what my father would say if he found me in there right now. No more than 5 seconds later My father says almost those exact words. I was actually pretty creeped out by that point.
Same with you , Cojo.. You have a thirst and intuition as well
PS. I love taking hot showers as well and my father is always needing to use the bathroom whenever I'm in the shower– grrrrr!!!
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Member | SirZachary New York, U.S.A. posts 692 3:13 pm February 25, 2010
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Ok… Well LilyLo. I never thought I would ever speak to someone like you. "Your kind" is humans that are by some miricle are able to break the social boundries and spiritually connect. In other words you have brigded the from the Mind, Body and Heart to energy mind, body, heart. But there is one more on the energy side your soul. Your soul tells the energy heart the emotional energy and experiance it needs. Then it is passed to the energy mind then it goese through the physical body parts to your mind. Most people need help to do this because of our matieralistic lifestyles. By doing this natrualy your natrual abilities will surpass almost anyone with learned skills. When your soul is supplied with the correct spiritual energy it needs you can literly take wing and leave the body. Your soul may also be refered to as your "angel child" but more often your "higher self". You have in some way tasted the glory of the soul taking wing after it is properly grown. Plus it probably runs in the family to have a natruall talent. So don't worry you are human, just one that has moved up in a spiritual sense.
So any questions?
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This is Energy Magic & does not follow any path other than its own.- Silvia Hartmann
Rage when properly focoused can turn a negative into a positive." SirZachary"Rascality is common,intelegence is rare and stupidity is infinent."
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Member | SirZachary New York, U.S.A. posts 692 3:13 pm February 25, 2010
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But really if you have a question just ask.
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This is Energy Magic & does not follow any path other than its own.- Silvia Hartmann
Rage when properly focoused can turn a negative into a positive." SirZachary"Rascality is common,intelegence is rare and stupidity is infinent."
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Member | DarkFantasy Maryland posts 299 4:51 pm February 25, 2010
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hi u guys this thing where u can tell wat ppl are going to say b4 it happns and stuff, this has happened to me to, my dad had asked me what number presedant this guy was ( i forget his name) and i just knew that it was the 29th one (never heard this guys name in my life) so i said it and he said it was right. this has also happened to me other times to but i cant remember the details right now.
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Let me stay where the wind will whisper to me, where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story.- Evanescence, Imaginary
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Member | LilyLo. CA posts 112 11:23 pm February 25, 2010
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Lisa A.- Grey Eyes said:
LilyLo. said:
my grandmother doesn't acknowledge it or even act like it exists but her presence makes everyone look away and not make eye contact, sometimes they bow their heads (she's a bit scary but i love and adore that woman and she does to me since i'm the first born) my mom tells me alot about her ancestry well as much as she knows. but we're not supposed to talk about it with other people because she says everytime we do talk about it there are less of us born in the world. I don't even know what we are! but according to her my greatgrandmother put a seal on us so we could live a normal life. PPEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHH yeah because my life is normal sheez i'm not even normal. i've tried so freakin' hard to conform but now i've given up to hell with assimalation i'll be one of kind people can kiss the floor i walk on for all i care! anyway i used to talk to the wind, i used think the spirits could comunicate with me through it i named every tree with made up names or i used to think they told me their name. the kids used to call me bruja (translation:witch, which is the worst thing you can call any female mexican)and one day i got mad and i made lightning come out of no where and strike, i suppressed the memory but someone from my childhood past reminded me and the scene replayed itself in my head.a lot of kids were scared of me and only one of them to this day remembers the others including myself at one time don't remember. if it wasn't for her i wouldn't have remembered and as she told me the memory replayed in my head and the weather went all crazy when it all came rushing back to me. I don't know what this all means, i think its just a coincedence. anyway there's alot of us grandchildren who are…talented. but um my mom mentions that the only way the seal can broken is if she were to die because my greatgrandmother died with seal still intact. i'm confused. so atleast you've got a name for what you are, i don't even know what i might even be beside a human!
i'm extremely tall for a girl in my family they're usually 5'6″ and 5'4″ i'm fan freakin' 5'9″! they're all olive toned and extremely slender if they're tall and if they're short they're curvy but me I'm tall, pallid, slender yet curvacious. they call me 'Casper' and ' Ghost' they've started calling me Bella because i'm clumsy, my aunts call me a 'Vampire'.
I used to have my own language according to my mom i didn't make it up it just came to me well most of the words did, i even had a song in the language. but elemenatary kids can be cruel and i changed. i was a strange child. i'm bit of an eccentric teenager haha
that was very cathartic. haha
Hi Lilylo,
I just got a chance today to read your personal sharing here (since I called off today due to a bad snowstorm we are having (and i have to go back outside soon to shovel the snow again…waaaaaaa!)
I think you and your mother's side of the family have a more psychic tendencies than other humans- and maybe would have been considered a “witch” at one time– but you may all have been incarnated from some gifted sort of Beings before God gave you guys the opportunity to incarnate as human– for some life lesson you are to learn in the human body. Maybe this life as human is a super-grounding experience for you to help you grow spiritually.
I don't want to speculate on what kind of being you were before –if this is true. You may have been star people before choosing to be born human. They say that often people who were familiar with each other in the past lives will often incarnate together in future lives.
All is a mystery to me- and I like to keep an open mind on these things.
My mother is very psychic and intuitive — and at one time was able to see when people were going to die– she would see a grey shadow over thier faces, and they would always die shortly thereafter. This bothered her so much that she prayed for it to go away- and this gift then was taken from her. I told her that she probably should have not prayed for it to go away- Maybe it would have been an opportunity for her to pray for that person's soul before they die.
She was seeing this on total strangers too– within crowds of people, as well as with people she knew. It really freaked her out when she saw this on her father before he died.
I am not psychic, but I have some premonitions from time to time- I get my Blockages from my father, and my Empath-ness from my mother (who is also a strong Empath)
yeah i get premonitions, and am empath, and other things too…i think. if i concentrate hard enough i can guess what you're thinking and i'm great at reading people most of the time. I'm pure according to my mom and that makes me stronger. i'm intuitive too! thanks i feel like i'm not alone and i have alot in common with some of you. thank you for all of you ideas, i will consider them and will look into them. i get all this 'talent' from my mom but its limited my great-grandmother put a seal on my mom and her daughters before she died, it was for our own good. idk
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Member | LilyLo. CA posts 112 11:25 pm February 25, 2010
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SirZachary said:
But really if you have a question just ask.
yeah my mom doesnt even know and the only person who does know won't tell me anything she acts like that part of us doesn't exist. my grandma isn't a type a person you want to mess with spiratual people and psychics don't give eye contact and sometimes bow their heads in respect. i don't know why she seems mad all the time but she isn't i love that woman she tells everyone i'm her real daughter! haha i love her so much.
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Member | Aredhel Croatia posts 267 2:58 am February 26, 2010
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Wah your story really sounds interesting. I cannot really give you an answer on what you are, but i could recommend you go on soul reading ? Maybe you could get some of your answers questioned there.
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There is a way that nature speaks, that land speaks. Most of the time we are simply not patient enough, quiet enough, to pay attention to the story.
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Member | CloverDew VA Beach posts 317 9:31 am February 26, 2010
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@ SirZachary
Ahhh, so maybe I am the same in the sense that I do not follow human nature also…<.<''
@ Lily
You seem very interesting though! I am also an empath and a lucid dreamer…but not very "powerful" in those things but that does not bother me. ^^ It makes me feel "special" that none of my friends are like that. =)
My family doesn't seem to be anything like me though…so, I think I awakened myself. -shrugs-
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Member | DarkFantasy Maryland posts 299 12:09 pm February 26, 2010
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Let me stay where the wind will whisper to me, where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story.- Evanescence, Imaginary
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Member | CloverDew VA Beach posts 317 2:39 pm February 26, 2010
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Well, I am sure there are different words for it but I only know it as empath.
Anyways, for me, when I go out to like places with walls as in malls or anything like that; I start feeling bombarded by energies and emotions coming at all directions.
It is kinda like having tons of people you don't know wanting your attention.
It really is not pleasant.
It happens without me wanting it to and I feel drained afterwards…all I do is just let it happen to me.
I mean, nothing happens when I am outside though so nature helps to absorb the energies as well! =)
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"In helping others, we shall help ourselves,
for whatever good we give out completes the circle
and comes back to us." – Flora Edwards
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Member | LilyLo. CA posts 112 10:53 pm February 26, 2010
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well if there are people like me. i'm glad and yes being an empath can be overwhelming and at times i am rather grateful there is a seal on my….magic? i don't really know if i can call it that. the seal feels kind of like a dam and only a little water compared the full entire force behind it tricles out. i'm allowed or can do certain things premonitions, dreams, and my empath abilities are just little things. now that i'm older i know that the seal was looser when i was younger and i could do a little more than i can do now. i'm attracted celestial lights like the moon and sky and sometimes i vamp my energy from the environment around me, i don't drain it but i derive energy from it. my mom's says i'm like a sponge, i soak everything in but since i am so well protected, thankfully, i don't get sick that often. but when i provoke the seal placed on me i get sick. so i get sick alot. i'm very stubborn and i will put a fight to prove i deserve my gifts.
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Member | Sarah Illinois posts 108 5:18 pm February 27, 2010
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I think that all humans have the potential to have "powers" but only the people who actually know how to wisely use it can. I have a few expierences to add. I think almost everyone has had those deja vu kind of things, where you dream about somthing the night before, and then it happens, normally I just see little things, like what I'm having for dinner, etc. About a year ago, though, I saw my teacher breaking her leg, and she did, I could't have stopped it or anything because she was at home. I also annoy my family a lot by always knowing what number they are thinking, when we play the "pick a number" game. I somtimes know when my dad is coming home, or if I need my book for class. I think I could be kind of an empath, I know pretty much how people are feeling by looking at them, but I don't actually feel what they feel. I can also see auras…
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Member | SirZachary New York, U.S.A. posts 692 10:17 pm February 27, 2010
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Maybe I could attempt to break the seal. I can call on some seriously powerful stuff.
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This is Energy Magic & does not follow any path other than its own.- Silvia Hartmann
Rage when properly focoused can turn a negative into a positive." SirZachary"Rascality is common,intelegence is rare and stupidity is infinent."
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Member | LilyLo. CA posts 112 11:28 pm March 2, 2010
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SirZachary said:
Maybe I could attempt to break the seal. I can call on some seriously powerful stuff.
um what are you suggesting exactly when you say
'seriously powerful stuff.'?
and i don't know the seal is actually very old, maybe even before my great-grandmother's time. with time these things grow stronger.
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Member | Rosaa Does it matter? posts 648 8:54 am April 3, 2010
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LilyLo. said:
my grandmother doesn't acknowledge it or even act like it exists but her presence makes everyone look away and not make eye contact, sometimes they bow their heads (she's a bit scary but i love and adore that woman and she does to me since i'm the first born) my mom tells me alot about her ancestry well as much as she knows. but we're not supposed to talk about it with other people because she says everytime we do talk about it there are less of us born in the world. I don't even know what we are! but according to her my greatgrandmother put a seal on us so we could live a normal life. PPEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHH yeah because my life is normal sheez i'm not even normal. i've tried so freakin' hard to conform but now i've given up to hell with assimalation i'll be one of kind people can kiss the floor i walk on for all i care! anyway i used to talk to the wind, i used think the spirits could comunicate with me through it i named every tree with made up names or i used to think they told me their name. the kids used to call me bruja (translation:witch, which is the worst thing you can call any female mexican)and one day i got mad and i made lightning come out of no where and strike, i suppressed the memory but someone from my childhood past reminded me and the scene replayed itself in my head.a lot of kids were scared of me and only one of them to this day remembers the others including myself at one time don't remember. if it wasn't for her i wouldn't have remembered and as she told me the memory replayed in my head and the weather went all crazy when it all came rushing back to me. I don't know what this all means, i think its just a coincedence. anyway there's alot of us grandchildren who are…talented. but um my mom mentions that the only way the seal can broken is if she were to die because my greatgrandmother died with seal still intact. i'm confused. so atleast you've got a name for what you are, i don't even know what i might even be beside a human!
i'm extremely tall for a girl in my family they're usually 5'6″ and 5'4″ i'm fan freakin' 5'9″! they're all olive toned and extremely slender if they're tall and if they're short they're curvy but me I'm tall, pallid, slender yet curvacious. they call me 'Casper' and ' Ghost' they've started calling me Bella because i'm clumsy, my aunts call me a 'Vampire'.
I used to have my own language according to my mom i didn't make it up it just came to me well most of the words did, i even had a song in the language. but elemenatary kids can be cruel and i changed. i was a strange child. i'm bit of an eccentric teenager haha
that was very cathartic. haha
sooooooo many words they burn me eyes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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