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LilyLo. said:

my grandmother doesn't acknowledge it or even act like it exists but her presence makes everyone look away and not make eye contact, sometimes they bow their heads (she's a bit scary but i love and adore that woman and she does to me since i'm the first born) my mom tells me alot about her ancestry well as much as she knows. but we're  not supposed to talk about it with other people because she says everytime we do talk about it there are less of us born in the world. I don't even know what we are! but according to her my greatgrandmother put a seal on us so we could live a normal life. PPEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHH yeah because my life is normal sheez i'm not even normal. i've tried so freakin' hard to conform but now i've given up to hell with assimalation i'll be one of kind people can kiss the floor i walk on for all i care!  anyway i used to talk to the wind, i used think the spirits could comunicate with me through it i named every tree with made up names or i used to think they told me their name. the kids used to call me bruja (translation:witch, which is the worst thing you can call any female mexican)and one day i got mad and i made lightning come out of no where and strike, i suppressed the memory but someone from my childhood past reminded me and the scene replayed itself in my head.a lot of kids were scared of me and only one of them to this day remembers the others including myself at one time don't remember. if it wasn't for her i wouldn't have remembered and as she told me the memory replayed in my head and the weather went all crazy when it all came rushing back to me. I don't know what this all means, i think its just a coincedence. anyway there's alot of us grandchildren who are…talented. but um my mom mentions that the only way the seal can broken is if she were to die because my greatgrandmother died with seal still intact. i'm confused. so atleast you've got a name for what you are, i don't even know what i might even be beside a human!

i'm extremely tall for a girl in my family they're usually 5'6″ and 5'4″ i'm fan freakin' 5'9″! they're all olive toned and extremely slender if they're tall and if they're short they're curvy but me I'm tall, pallid, slender yet curvacious. they call me 'Casper' and ' Ghost' they've started calling me Bella because i'm clumsy, my aunts call me a 'Vampire'.

I used to have my own language according to my mom i didn't make it up it just came to me well most of the words did, i even had a song in the language. but elemenatary kids can be cruel and i changed. i was a strange child. i'm bit of an eccentric teenager haha

that was very cathartic. haha

i dont like to spend time with my family o.o" its just that i end up doing something wrong and i get in trouble so i lock myself in my room and keep to myself

Well I am completly isolaated from my family