every time i think there might be something that has to do with fairies, my mind automatically comes up with logical explinations, and i can't do anything about it. i also cant help but believe it, because that's what i've thought was true for a long time. for the past few years, ive thought all this stuff was silly. i do believe now, but whenever something happens, i cant help but come up with something logical.
like when i was over at Arie's a bit ago, her and [MourningSun] were inside looking for a bug jar, i got bored and decided to see if any fairies were around. I asked out loud if any were there and, if they were, to leave a sign. later, when i was going back near the area i had been sitting in, i saw a bunch or mushrooms sort of in a circle, but not really. (are fairy rings real???) but [MourningSun] said those had been there before. But Arie and I hadn't noticed them earlier. I then thought, 'well, i guess we just didnt see them cuz we weren't looking'.
im currently over at my grandma's house and was just outside a few mins ago. I thought i would try to see the fairies one more time. i asked if any were there to please let me see them. nothing happened, and i figured I guess i just cant see them. then i asked if they would leave a sign if they were there. eventully, i got up and took one step before I saw mushrooms similar to what i had seen at Arie's. Then i thought, 'that's weird i didnt see those before, but i guess i just didnt see them as i was walking over here.'
I can't help but think both times had something to do with the Fae, but i also can't help but think that i just hadn't noticed the mushrooms bfore. and its weird that both times it was mushrooms, but i guess they're just popular this time of the year. OMG! there i go again! i believe both things, which do you think is true! this is driving me nuts!