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so i was listening to a song (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v…..re=related) and memories came flooding back to me. it made me feel sad that i left such a time. it made me remember what death was like. for me death was like for me "its-its my time, why, i have so much todo and i was just getting started" or "please remember me tell my tale to children so i maybecome legend and be happy" or "i guess its my time…if only there was more time" now the memories i will not share as you will think they are A. ridiculous and B.it is me going in depth about stuff.

SaranelTonight said:

Hey look, It's Link!

and your icon reminds me of Navi :P

It could be a past life something…

also maybe it just is touching to you, and/or reminds you of something.

But, I say that it is very, very possible…  that it could be a "past life triggerer"

So, scenes actually started popping up?

then… deffinitely maybe Maybe so : )

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i will tell people past lives but only through a pm.

Lostshadow said:

What exactly did the song trigger? What kind of thoughts? Emotions? It could very well be an indicator.

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well it triggered several things, 1 was when i died/ final moments, 2 was memories of past lives, 3. happiness, adventure, saddness.

You can tell (PM) me as well, and I'll see if I can help you out in any way : )

You could try undergoing past-life hypnosis to find out more. I did, and what I found was AMAZING. It explained so much. All my life, I've been drawn to things that weren't exactly "of my time"… you know, that which was strange for a kid born in 1994 to like. I've been dancing to Herbie Hancock and KC and the Sunshine Band, Earth Wind and Fire, all of that, since I was practically a baby, and pretty much the only shows I really enjoy are shows from the '50s, '60s, and '70s. I've felt detached from most of the '80s, however.. 

And during hypnosis, which I must say was one of the most incredible experiences of ((this)) life, I found that I was born in late 1939-early 1940, and died in 1984 from OD-ing. I guess it was kind of like killing myself.. but I didn't do it on purpose, not completely. True, I didn't care if I died at that point, but I didn't really know what I was doing. Anyway, what I found on a deeper level is that where I messed up in that life, was I spent too much time partying/having fun, and not enough time actually trying to find my higher self, or the reasons behind why I felt the way I was feeling my whole life. My parents had paid for me to go to college, but I didn't even finish. I tried, but it just wasn't for me. I had never liked school in that life.. my work was mediocre.. I thought there were more important things to life than working myself to death in school trying to succeed just to work myself to death some more in college, just so I can learn enough to get a job that will enable me to work my butt off for the rest of my life. I had been a rebel even back in that life.. But that's because of who I really am, and how I really feel. My true identity that doesn't change no matter how many physical bodies I shed. I didn't have much true happiness in that life. (Oh, and I was a guy in that life, not a girl..) The most fun I had was playing around with the psychedelics with my buddies and then in the later '70s, going to discotecs and living it up… (usually with "energy-enhancing" drugs.. heh.. not proud of it). I lost my way, I didn't know what to do. I had a few meaningful relationships with women I thought I loved, but somehow it never worked out. The best relationship I had with anyone was in '68.. that's when I met her, but years later when I wanted to go deeper and she wasn't ready, it ended in power-struggles and ego-battles. Now I see it for what it was. I didn't understand why she didn't want me, but that wasn't it at all, she did, but she was afraid.. I think. Well, I'm not going to over-anaylze anything. My whole point is that when ever I got close to finding true happiness, it got destroyed and I ran back to the things that would provide instant-gratification for my soul. Things that would bring immense happiness, but only for short periods, which got me further and further away from finding out the truth behind it all.. The '80s eventually came around and I could tell things were changing pretty fast.. the music, the styles, the people, the cities, everything.. everything was so weird, and I knew that I didn't want to deal with what was to come.. By 1984, I was severely depressed and I had turned to even harder drugs as an escape to it all, which I tried not to do too terribly often.. but eventually I came to think it was all I had left. When I killed myself that day, I was horrified, seeing my body on the floor in that dark room, I thought it was a dream, but I wasn't waking up; it was surreal… I was so ashamed and still am ashamed to have done what I did to my physical self. Such mutilation…  

Anyway, after I was brought back out of hypnosis, I realized that I wanted to do things right this time. I was not going to fall back to drugs for an escape (I had begun having dreams about cocaine and crack, sometimes heroin)… I realized that I was going to find my higher self and get a better start this time around, stay connected with myself and the flow of the universe and never again bring harm to my physical self.  

I was born again in 1994, as a girl this time, and I'm now doing the best I can do for myself and all around me. 

I don't think I've had many lives on Earth. I think that's why I was so horrified when I killed myself in my last life, because I had come to help people and the Earth, but ended up doing nothing but getting lost and hurting others in the process of ending that life. However, maybe that's what had to happen in order for me to realize NOW what I must do, as what is happening right now has never before happened in all of human history. In the next couple of years, we are going to experience things unimaginable. This is a time of great change, even more turbulent than that of the '60s. This is going to be mind-blowing. And if I had come into this life this time around with nothing to learn from, I wouldn't be where I am right now. I wouldn't know the things I know right now. I would not nearly be ready for what's to come. But now, since I know what I want to do, I have much better options that I know I can choose consciously, for the sake of all beings. 

Sorry for the long message, but I think I had to get into it a little in order to explain the moral behind it. Heh.

I agree with you Quenti about your morals. One past life i remember was duriing couple years after ww11 and i was blonde with freckles and i was riding my bike to dance classes in new york city, it was a happy moment

I can definitely relate to you! I cried too, when I knew in my soul what I had done to myself… 
And what you're saying does make sense. Sometimes you can sense in a person if you've lived past lives together… Sometimes you might just have that feeling of familiarity… Maybe there's a particular glint in their eyes… But yeah..  

So did you actually undergo past life regression hypnosis, or did you just have a few flashbacks? Sometimes flashbacks aren't even wholly visual, they may be more kinesthetic.  

Oh yeah. Regression hypnosis is when you are taken through series of relaxation techniques until you pass into Delta or Theta mode, and once you do that, you are officially "under hypnosis", though you are still conscious…
At that point, you are able to recall past lives at will as long as you don't have any blockages.. Sometimes it is not the right time to remember particular things.. and if that's the case, you won't. You'll remember exactly what you need to remember in order to learn from it…  
 

I have thought about going threw such hypnosis. I decided not to though, As i want to remember more so in the sake with out such as i have been. Yes there are some times i have doughts in my memories and my Sidhe friends do let me know that i shouldnt. Its just part of being human. Also i prefer only the very few that do know more so about me know rather than someone that i dont in any way trust.