I've been really antsy about the Veil lately since doing a smaller reading the other day, and I have been feeling a strong nudge from a guide of mine to at least prepare myself. I want to know about the bigger picture, more general than my personal influence (or lack of) in the matter. I haven't met any fae yet, so my guide agreed to act as a sort of overseer/go-between during this reading. I can't testify as to the overall validity of the reading, but you may find it adds evidence to your own observations. I'd love to compare notes with someone more experienced in the whole Veil matter, as this reading made me a little uneasy. I can't quite put my finger on what exactly disturbs me, but as I was doing the reading I felt very hmmm tense, like I was being watched, and there was a fair amount of energy buzzing about. I didn't do any sort of ritual beforehand, which may have calmed things down, but I can honestly say I haven't had a very engaging reading like this in quite a while. So, enough babbling lol, here is what I have (I'll share the spread I made up in a post right after this one):
1 — 4 are about our world, our physical here and now in relation to the topic of the Veil lifting.
1.) Physically: Poverty is a big issue for people, making it hard to focus on things and events beyond our own back yards. It is hard to pay attention to the bigger picture because we are always trying to make the smaller pictures work. We need to nurture each other.
2.) Mentally: There is a lot of mental illness and mental stagnation happening, bring people down emotionally. A lot of confusion, making for varying mental activity in terms of Veil consciousness and awareness. There are a lot more immediately pressing matters and thoughts.
3.) Energetically: There is an abundance of sickness and misguided energy. Focus on the wrong things, or the wrong kind of focus on the right things. There is a lot of preoccupation with our own weakness, created by our struggle with imperfect design in terms of economy, lifestyle, belief, etc; and we are dominated by these patterns of energy flow.
4.) Emotionally: Emotional unease is getting in the way of the rest we need. There is a feeling of obligation, of compulsion to continue to move and work and flow for fear that if we stop to reassess, everything will stop. Fear (of the Veil and many other things) is standing in the way of us loving each other.
– Overall it seems like there is not much awareness of the Veil, at least in large, centered populations. There are more questions than answers, a lot of discomfort and anxious waiting.
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5 — 8 are concerned with the activity going on on the other side of the veil. I've labeled them as "negative" and "positive" in terms of their effect on us. The negative/positive stuff does not strictly mean Unseelie/Seelie, and it's not entirely concerned with fae from what I could tell.
5.) Negative Side: There are exchanges and alliances among the beings that don't like us. Sharing of ideas and brainstorming, coming together to fight a common enemy/threat/nuissance as it may be.
6.) Positive Side: They are joining together more slowly, and I get a strong vibe of "neutrality" more than positivity in terms of opinions on humans. They have lived well enough with us here, but they do see a need to step up and show more brotherhood. The rune I pulled also has a meaning of "lack of customary order," which gave me the impression that those who don't hate us have lived this neutrality so long that it's hard to muster up true interest in the matter. Not that all of them are neutral, but the ones who are truly trying to help us may be in their own turmoil, with their own agenda to look after as well.
7.) Negative Side: There is a misunderstanding somewhere, possibly a puppet-master type group or figure adding fuel to the fire. They are missing some bigger truth, and they have become disconnected from love and light and a more positive, enlightening source.
8.) Positive Side: They are resting, planning, and focusing on their own families as well. They may be repairing from some recent damage, or simply trying to stay calm and focused before moving ahead
– I got the sense that the negative side is the more dynamic at the moment, but I also got the feeling they may trip up soon and have to re-evaluate some things. A tortise-and-the-hare type interaction perhaps?
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9 — 12 are focused on the Veil itself, the effect of our influences on it and the influences of those on the other side. It's supposed to be a general overview of the previous 8 sections.
9.) Emotionally both sides are a bit strung out, finding it hard to connect with each other through the veil. There isn't a lot of mutual compassion simply because we don't know each other and there is a somewhat bad history between us and them.
10.) Physically, we're in a rut as well. Because we're such physically-focused beings, we find the lack of physical interaction, confirmation, and proof really mentally irritating. There is a stalemate, neither side being able to move freely in physical form to the other side without some immense effort or freak happening. We need to focus on ourselves physically before we focus on the fae and whoever else; we need cleansings and healthier lifestyles.
11.) Mentally though, things are becoming easier. We find it easier to entertain the idea of other life out there and mental doors are opening on both sides. Our mental curiosity is helping to break the stagnation.
12.) Energetically, shields are coming up on both ends because of the fear and that crawling feeling that "something, but I don't know what," is going to happen. Instinctively and unconsciously (for a large part, though it is shrinking) we are moving toward a better design of reality, a more accurate one, but because both sides are wary of each other tension is high.
– This says to me that the other side is most easily accessible through tapping into our own innate psychic abilities, but because of the confusion mentioned in #2, it's hard to make sense of it all and separate imagination from encounters (or passing everything off as imagination because it's all so foreign).
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13 is what we should be aware of, to cope with these confusing times.
13.) Mental, physical, and personal growth are much needed. Continue to grow, to restart if you have to, and take your time. There will be opposition possibly in the form of domestic quarrels, so start first by nurturing your self, your home, and branch outward. Make yourself safe, and do not "lose" control — redefine it.
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So there, please tell me what you think. I know it's a long read, I apologize. I hope you guys enjoyed it, if nothing else.