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What I Am is Something that I am

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CyanTheWhiteWolf

Great Plains

posts 52

5:09 am May 23, 2011

Because I wrote this I want you all to know that, honor and justice are my friends. I play with no liar who hurts those on purpose. I am no kind person but someone who is just there. I am a speaker of truth.  So listen to this little thing.

Wisdom, wolves, power, dragons, sidhe, princess, theif, guardian, hunter, witch, light worker, earth angel, indigo child. I am none of these things yet I am something. I see the world around me, watch it as it pulses. I see the people walking, with many dark hearts and curses. I am nothing special, I see no fae, I have no great power or story about me. I am just a normal person, but I watch and learn, and seek education. I look and feel with my heart and eyes, as people weave spells of lies. I trust only the minimum, some who know me well. Observing and listening adapting and and calculating. I am no different from any hateful human, I am wasteful, I cause havoc and care for none but those closest to me. I believe in God and Jesus saved me, nothing wrong in what I believe, nothing wrong in what people don't believe. So hear me out with what I say because I am no different any day.

 

I give a message to those who don't know what's, what; be wary of the door you open and cut, because it may give you something you don't want. Ask before leaping, read before jumping, learn before taking action. These are the things I go by and have learned on my own, thanks to society and thier bloody red stones. I am confident I am bold but fragile and timid, but I am strong willed. I am no master in words, or an artist in song but a person who is here and real in this world. I have no recollection of my past life, or that I am anything special. I am no dragon who longs to be with thier bretheren or sidhe, or a light worker of any sort; but I am an artist who paints those things. I am a person with a mission, a dream and a goal. I am clay molded into many things with many angles and corners. I am the philosopher, the one who listens and understands I am the thing that rants and tries to pry the eyes open of the world. I believe I am an old soul that knows much, this is no lie. I am passion, I am love, and I am hate because of that I am shunned. But I do not care because it is my way of being.  

 

What I am is Something that I am which in the end is everything that I am.

 

Is it hard to understand?

 

I felt the need to share this. If you guys don't think it was appropriate then I'm sorry. ^-^ Just felt the need to post something important. Tell me what you guys think.

Is it so hard to believe that I am lost? That my reality has hazed over and I have no clue where to step next. Is it hard to understand that I don't see the hands in front of me?

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ta

posts 702

9:32 pm May 23, 2011

It is awesome!! You said what I can't say, you spoke what I can not form into words. Thank you for sharing that.

Expecting the world to treat you fairly because you are a good person, is like expecting a bull not to attack because you are a vegetarian. -Dennis Wholey.

The real measure of your wealth is how much you'd be worth if you lost all of your money. -Bernard Meltzer

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CyanTheWhiteWolf

Great Plains

posts 52

11:31 pm May 23, 2011

Thank you….its how I feel.

Is it so hard to believe that I am lost? That my reality has hazed over and I have no clue where to step next. Is it hard to understand that I don't see the hands in front of me?

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Hamsakala

U.S.

posts 197

8:20 pm May 26, 2011

Well, for some reason my post is not here so I'll reply again.

Sweety, thank you for your heartfelt sharing. It's great that you have that insight and understanding of yourself. Hugs.

Namaste

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Lostshadow

posts 52

1:05 am May 27, 2011

That post you wrote Cyan was so poetic and it spoke nothing but the truth. I really appriciate that you like all of us on this website enough to share such powerful thoughts. You do have true insight and it is amazing. If you have things that need to be said this is the place to say them. You inspire me for my writing. The way you form your words, a sort of mystery lingering in the words, and yet utter truth. One who can analyze themself can see the truth of the world. You're on to something here Cyan. Don't stop!

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CyanTheWhiteWolf

Great Plains

posts 52

6:15 pm May 27, 2011

Thank you ^-^.

Is it so hard to believe that I am lost? That my reality has hazed over and I have no clue where to step next. Is it hard to understand that I don't see the hands in front of me?

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Lostshadow

posts 52

9:30 pm May 31, 2011

What inspired you to write that? And why here?

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CyanTheWhiteWolf

Great Plains

posts 52

1:01 am June 4, 2011

I don't know,i just felt it was proper. And what better pace than here? It's a message to everyone. They just have to figure it out.

Is it so hard to believe that I am lost? That my reality has hazed over and I have no clue where to step next. Is it hard to understand that I don't see the hands in front of me?

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WitchyWoman28

posts 341

3:28 pm June 13, 2011

Very beautiful. I agree that how the language is formed is utterly poetic and full of meaning. I would love to have you write some things for my blog. The url of my blog is in my signiture picture. I would like to remind everyone that you are perfectly welcome to e-mail me about anything or with anything you have written at: Witchywomanrose28@gmail.com

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