Welcome MourningSun, I hope you get alot out of our forum here.
For what it's worth– and I will tell anyone who is seeking the truth– I found out at 46 years old that the Faerykind actually does exist after all- and this was after a prayer I made that God would allow me to meet one IF they really exist. One month later on 5/31/08 in the morning ,I found myself looking at one of these Nature Guardians face to face. She had total empathy and unselfish love reflecting out of her eyes for me. I was only able to see her for about a minute, then she dissapeared, but I will never forget that– nor can I share this encounter with others around me . One day they will see for themselves after they die probably.
God answered my prayer that day, and showed me that there are other workers for Him in other dimensions, besides we humans here in this dimension.
Yes, there are also those faery who are on the negative side- just as there are humans and angels who also choose that path. Everyone has a choice, including those in other realms.
Hope you awaken and see the magic all around you… Life , Nature and Creation to me has become much more beautiful- much more special since my faery encounter– I dont take things for granted anymore.