Eh, not much to say besides the fact that I'm here to learn……………..call me a lost child because I can't say what's real or not anymore. I need something to jut me out of this dead pan state because it's the same thing everyday. I'm outed by my family, who love me and are proud of me but don't understand me at all. I'm finding myself back in this world where I feel most comfortable in. So guys hold me but don' t break me…..